Life has been too hard for me to handle. I feel that a part of me has already died and I'm no longer same as before. I have changed, but I'm not sure if for the better. We all have inner struggles but I think part of me has already surrendered and succumbed to the pressure of monsters trying to defeat me. I've tried to go back to all the things and activities I enjoyed to do, but for some reason I can't recover from exhaustion and hindi na din siya helpful. Hindi ako makarecover. Grabe yung pagod ko. As in. Hindi ako makarecharge. I guess I really need to seek professional help soon.