I am lying here and doing nothing, just letting the time passed me by. I was stuck in the moment, eyes on the ceiling. Tik tok tik tok. The sound that becomes a familiar noise. 

I'm immobilized and paralyzed. An inutile in a vegetative stage. I felt I was brought into a place for crazies, and I am slowly... slowly drowning... the sound of the water rushing in my ears... shhhh.... and I am losing myself. 

My silent litany before I lose it was "Please let me wake up, I don't want to fall."


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