Sometimes it's odd that as you grow old, your perspective really changes, even if you think you are still your old self. It's also strange how some songs can really reflect your own struggles and can make you look back and at the same time look forward to future at the same time.

I was referring to the song what's up. The lyrics goes like...

Well, I just find this very apt. My work now is like a seesaw, sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm down. To be more specific, my work sometimes is the source of my happiness but also my unhappiness. It's also true with my law school life. But I believe that we all try to survive the school of life. 

We all want a revolution, a change in the system, and to somehow be part of that change. A catalyst in our own way. 

It was my first time watching wicked and I must say I love the story as well as its musical arrangements. Why do I love the story? Hmm.. it's because it really depicts the reality of life; that you can never really trust anyone, not even your friend/s, or even your so called "inspiration", which in the case the so called "the great and powerful wizard of Oz. (Sounds dark eh?). It's dark indeed but very real that can happen to anyone, it's a reminder that we are not living in the ideal world and to not trust easily.  

I must say, I fell in love with the character of Elphaba in an instant, in fact, I actually pity her for not knowing the true color of her friend Glinda. She was blinded by the pretentious friendship offered to her, just because deep within her, she wanted to belong and she thought she found that with Glinda. 

Well, a lot of people may not agree with me, but after the show, I just developed a very deep hatred with Glinda, the so called "good witch" of the north. I think it was Glinda who sent Elphaba to doom, the person behind the death of Nessarose and used Elphaba's friendship to get things that she always wanted to be. She is a pretentious, selfish, bitch. Oops. Sorry, pardon my words. Even in the ending, where she had all the chance to redeem Elphaba, she had all this sorts of "denying her" as her friend, when ironically it was Glinda who told Elphaba that she was her "best friend". 

So, what were Glinda's wicked deeds for me? I list it down, you may or may not agree with me, but that's how I see and heard it. I even went back listening to the soundtrack again, and it always gives me this interpretation. So here are the top 10 wicked deeds of Glinda for me. 

Hahaha. Sorry for the Glinda fans out there, I just really hate her. Anyway, I really love the show and if given another chance, I will watch it again, maybe next time I'll try giving Glinda the benefit of the doubt. LOL. I was "wicked-fied", isn't it obvious? Hahaha.